Covid-19 has seen people literally lay down their life for the care and safety of others. But what about you and I how, do we experience this “greater love has no man than he lay down his life for his friend”?
I was asked about life balance, faith and family. How to navigate life with all its interruptions. Living present! How to navigate our primary relationships in a world that so easily screams for our attention.
Lenore and I visit friends who are also living with MND/ALS. Watch the end we have some fun.
I would rather move slowly in the right direction then fast in the wrong.
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The last few weeks we have looked at fear, death, grief, lose and now regret.
These are circumstances and emotions we see as being negative and destroying but I have found we can take the negatives the destroying and turn them into positive ways of building our lives full of purpose and forward movement.
“I don’t have any regrets”! Have you ever had anyone say that to you?
Or ask you; “have you got any regrets”?
I have. It’s a common question that people with a terminal illness are asked. “Any regrets”?
“No regrets”, sounds so confident even courageous.
Psalms 107:10 some of us once sat in darkness living in dark shadows of death. We were prisoners to our pain and chained to our regrets.
Doesn’t say we wont have pain or regret its we don’t have to be a prisoner to them or chained by them.
It’s such an important issue as regret can drive us into depression, shame, bondage, into a life filled with being captive to the past and chained to yesterdays mistakes.
Today I want to show you how you can live a life of no regrets.
How to break the chain of regret!
To take regret and make it a positive experience a real change agent for the better that can lead to:
However, I am beginning to realize that if I never had a regret I’d never have changed.
If I never had a regret I’d never grow.
If I had never had a regret I’d never have admitted fault or sin.
In fact I think the only way to live with no regret is to admit and face up to your regrets.
REGRET can help us make sense of the present, avoid future negative behaviour, and motivate us to make the best of opportunities now given.
If you live without ever having regret then you have missed the opportunity to courageously learn and change for the better.
I remember as a young boy stealing a lead pencil from the local Woolworth store. I needed a 2HB pencil and for some reason that I can’t remember I thought the only way was to steal it. When I went home that night with my prize I could hardly sleep I was so ashamed that I had stolen the pencil, I regretted it. Regret for what I had done made me sneak the pencil back into the store the next morning. I can clearly see myself returning the pencil to its shelf.
I knew I wasn’t a thief by nature but I had stolen.
If I had not acknowledged regret then shame would have said I was a thief but by responding I allowed regret to acknowledge my guilt and I changed the direction of my life.
I acknowledged I had done wrong and regret turned into repent. I asked God to forgive me and I responded to His forgiveness by changing my ways.
So my answer in this situation is I had regret but now I have no regret because I have learned from it and not ignored it.
When we do not respond to regret in a positive and constructive way, regret will morph into shame.
Remember shame will try to define you as being a thief while regret will acknowledge you stole and redefine you as you respond to your regret.
Regret is a powerful motivator for change. It will not just change the situation from bad to good but will redirect and reframe your future for the better.
I have learned so much from people who have admitted regret and acknowledged their regret.
I remember talking to a man who refused to have a PEG (a tube passed into a persons stomach to provide a means of feeding when oral intake is not adequate) put in his stomach as he had lost the ability through the effects of MND to eat and swallow.
He came to a place when he wanted to get it but was unable to as the anesthetist wouldn’t allow the operation. He told me he regretted not getting it when he was well enough. He would have lived longer.
I have learned from his admitting regret and have counselled others who have also come to the place of deciding wether to or not get a PEG early. if the time ever comes for me to get a PEG I will get it.
The more you learn from your and others regrets the less regrets you’ll have.
Maybe being vulnerable about our regrets can bring change in others so they don’t have the same regret.
I have no regrets because I have turned those regrets into a change agent.
I remember getting a credit card interest charge of over $100.
I regretted not paying my credit card off, missing the date and not paying it in full. Since then I have never paid interest on my credit card. I pay on time and never allow the card to go above what I can afford to pay off at the end of the month.
Regret changed the way I did my banking and made me get knowledge about how the interest is calculated on credit cards.
If you learn from your regrets then they are truly no longer regrets.
I can say I have no regret about being charged that interest as its’ saved me ever being charged again.
This is going to be a little controversial BUT telling someone who is dying how you feel about them and how much they have meant to you is not going to impact on wether or not they get well, cured or healed but it will insure you will live without regret.
Anything said to a person who is dying and then doesn’t die has only added depth, love and benefited the relationship for the future.
What about the things you regret but can’t go back and change?
If you get stuck blaming yourself and regretting past actions, this could turn into depression and shame . Find a way to forgive yourself and let it go. Most people have an easier time forgiving others than themselves.
There is no regret that can’t be turned into a life changing experience.
You may regret your life of sin allow it to led to repentance, ASK GOD TO FORGIVE YOU AND THEN FORGIVE YOURSELF.
Mark 1:15 And saying, The [appointed period of] time is fulfilled (completed), and the kingdom of God is at hand; repent (ahave a change of mind which issues in regret for past sins and in change of conduct for the better) and believe (trust in, rely on, and adhere to) the good news (the Gospel). Amplified Bible
I hope this helps you acknowledge your regrets so you dont have to live with REGRET.
PEACE AND LOVE.
If we love then we will not make it through life without experiencing grief.
Strategies for dealing with grief.
In my last vlog I said:
Life’s beauty is inseparable from it fragility.
The greatest beauty is found in love.
With love also comes great grief.
If we love then we will not make it through life without experiencing grief.
Living with arms and hearts that embrace life and love will also bring lose.
This loss can be in the form of the death of a loved one,
Being made redundant from your work place,
A diagnosis that threatens your life,
A business transaction that has been lost,
Lose of business that you have given your life to.
A pandemic that separates, isolates and devastates your security and well being.
BUT WHAT if I could show you a way to processing grief and loss that will lead to a greater depth of joy, a new perspective ON life and new purpose FOR life.
Some real keys to living with and through grief.
First: When we deal with our grief don’t look at it like its a spiralling downward as much as its a way we move forward through pain and challenge. It’s what Philippians calls the “forgetting what is behind and straining forward”.
Sometimes going forward means straining and grief is THAT.
JESUS lived for 33 years on this earth and he lived in a way that not one moment or experience he had was wasted or of no value to him or those who would know him.
In the Garden of Gethsemane we see him grieving again, weeping over his coming death and wanting the comfort of his friends with him.
In Matthew,: “My soul is sorrowful, even unto death; remain here and watch with me” (Matthew 26:38 ESV).
And, of course, lamenting to God is praying like Jesus did. Jesus prayed a psalm of lament on the cross, crying out “Father, why have you forsaken me?” (Matthew 27:46, Psalm 22:1 ESV).
Jesus grief was seen over the death of His friend Lazarus.
He loved and in His love for Jerusalem, for humanity, for you and I he experienced real grief.
His grief was not wasted neither is our grief.
You may not see any meaning that can be immediately attached to the grief you are going through but the way you go through your grief could in itself attach meaning to it.
This is a world full of brokenness, and grief reveals the truth about that brokenness.
I think this is a topic again so needed right now more then ever.
It’s a subject that again is
not negative but positive,
not destructive but building,
not disempowering but empowering,
not weak but strong,
not fearful but courageous.
If we lean into grief the way we should we will bring meaning and purpose to what may seem such meaningless circumstances.
Yes I believe when we see no obvious reason for loss and grief we have the grace and ability to bring meaning to it.
Can I first begin by saying sadness and grief though similar are not the same.
If we think of sadness its not depression and its not grief.
Sadness unlike depression and grief is shorter more temporary emotion we have in lose or disappointment.
When we see that 958 people died in England we are sad but for the loved ones of those who died they will experience deep grief.
Our sadness may only last for a few days or until the next commercial or news report of another tragedy or triumph.
Their grief will stay with them in some form or another for the rest of their lives.
When I was diagnosed with MND a terminal illness for those who loved me deeply it was a time of grief for others it was sad to hear about Phil.
And thats ok because none of us who love deeply will go through life without grief.
May I also say that grief can have many levels and layers too it.
If your mother was to die at the age of 98 from natural courses your grief will be real but for you to loss a child at a young age to cancer or some other illness or tragedy. May I suggest that grief would be a whole other level and depth so profound that it would impact your life story for ever.
Grief goes deeper, its life changing, its an experience that brings a changed life.
There is a before and an after this happened when it comes to a life impacted by grief.
Before this loss and after this loss!
For me it was I was healthy before i was not, with this MND.
I will continue to live, love and enjoy life but life will be different and so will I.
Even if I was healed today my life will never be the same as it was before the diagnosis.
Grief has the ability to make us more loving, patient, compassionate, accepting and gentle.
This will only happen if we face up to grief, truth up to it.
To do this with any sense of truth we have to know that with grief,
its ok not to be ok,
until you are ok,
and you will be OK.
When I lost my sense of self worth and significance after being diagnosed with MND and as a result having to leave a job I not only deeply loved but that I had been called to.
I loved being who I was and doing what I did so when I lost that ministry as i knew it then my grief was real and tangible.
Grief is not sinful.
It’s a good and godly response to love and passion lost.
Sometimes we repress grief and try to move through it quickly, or even deny that it is there.
We might fear that it is a sin to feel this way.
If we believe it is sin, it follows that we should move away from this negative feeling quickly.
We fear our grief may cause us to question the presence and work of God in our lives.
What I learned during this time is that it was not the end of me or my life but a continuance of it in ways i never imagined.
I would get up but I would be different.
It was going to be a straining, a stretching, a reaching but not a breaking.
What i suggest you do in your time of grief is be honest with your feelings and emotions.
Either write them down like no one will read them, so there is no filter by what you should say or be expected to say.
Lament to God as though he is the only one who hears and he knows anyway so your not going to shock Him.
Confide in a wise friend, pastor, counsellor, therapist who you can trust with the truth about how your feeling.
Lamenting to God is a good and holy way to grieve.
Listen to a Lament in Psalm 102:1-2
“GOD, listen! Listen to my prayer, listen to the pain in my cries. Don’t turn your back on me just when I need you so desperately. Pay attention! This is a cry for help! And hurry—this can’t wait!”
When you write or talk about your grief your showing up to it.
Life is lived when you move forward with your story not by separating yourself from it.
We become integrated and whole able to move forward in healthy ways.
This week and indeed the months ahead will bring with it sadness for some and grief for others.
If we are global christians we will not just see the blessing of living in Australia at this time but also feel the pain of what many others in our world are going through especially in 3rd world countries where the news seems to have no concern.
The way we move forward with these real emotions will determine the depth of love, joy and wonder that life is.
Without grief we would never really fathom the profoundness of love.
Grief is only possible because we have loved and love is ultimately measured by the depth of our grief.
Grief journeyed rightly, honestly and truthfully will bring new purpose, new direction, new perspective to life.
This new life wont come by ignoring the grief but facing it truthfully and fully until we are change for the better because of it.
Write it down
Lament and pray to God.
Talk to a friend
Confide in a councillor.
Remember grief is a stretching, a straining but its a forward movement not a backward one.
You will be transformed by the experience as you face your grief with grace and truth.
You will find new perspective, new purpose, new love for life and living.
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If there is anything Covid-19 is teaching us it is we dont want to die and we will do anything to keep us from deaths door.
On this Easter Good Friday I want to talk about a topic that I have become very intimate with over the past 7 years, death!
All of us live each day trying to slow down the process of dying by eating well, drinking water, exercising, taking vitamins, praying, meditating just to name a few.
We have operations, seek medical care, invest heavily in research for cures, we try to discover antibiotics for viruses, we isolate and distance ourselves.
All to slow down the process of dying and ward of death.
All this is right because life is precious, life is wonderful, life is short and it’s worth fighting for.
Like many valuable things, life’s value is derived from the fact it is in limited supply and fragile at its best. Who would have thought a small virus in our body could bring a halt to the whole world.
It’s a confronting reminder that sooner or later, we will all be evicted from our bodies.
Can I say that all this slowing down the process of dying is well and good but of little value eventually to our time here on earth if we haven’t first dealt with the issue of death.
Most people live this life like it will never end and prepare for the next life like it will never begin, but it comes to all of us whether we prepare or not.
I want to talk today about the answer to the stress that death brings.
Peace and joy in every circumstance is one of the greatest defences against the stress of what you are up against right now.
People ask me what do I think is the major reason for me doing as well as I am. There are many but this is one of the biggest I’ve dealt with stress by dealing with death and can honestly say I have peace and joy in the pain.
It’s a dichotomy but is is possible to live life fully present with peace and joy while understanding that death is just a heart beat or a breathe away.
As a Christian we believe death has lost its sting and power when Jesus died and rose from the dead.
Victory over death is through faith and trust in the finished work of Christ and accepting that we are forgiven of our sin and delivered from the bondage of death.
This comes as a result of Gods benevolence, forgiveness, kindness, love and mercy.
This is why we celebrate Easter as a reminder that Jesus died on Good Friday and rose from the dead on Sunday.
Making possible for all who believe in Him and His sacrifice for them to pass from death to life.
From earth to heaven.
From corruptible to incorruptible.
From mortality to immortality.
We actually begin that eternal life the moment we accept Jesus as our saviour. My eternal life starts here as a promise already sealed as a yes and amen, an assurance and guarantee.
Paul put it this way in Philippians 3:20
“we are now already a colony of heaven living on earth”.
So our peace and joy is found in the reality that death has been defeated , offered to all by Gods benevolence and mercy.
When we have peace like this it creates a prayer language that is not defensive or demanding but depending, hope-filled and trusting.
It’s not telling God what He must do but believing that God will do the right thing. It’s trusting from a place of peace and believing God is faithful.
Our stress levels drop because we know the worst that can happen is also the best.
That while we do all we can to live and love life it comes from the place of victory, trust, hope and faith that death is conquered.
Our prayers don’t come from a place of stress but rest!
As a Christian, I believe that Jesus Christ has defeated the sting or darkness of death so that we can have real life today and eternal life on “the other side”. I believe that God has made a way for us to be with Him forever through faith in Jesus Christ.
Heaven is a reality where there is no pain, no tears, and no sorrow. Gone will be the nights filled with terror, fear and violence. Hunger and thirst, not even a memory. Heaven will be a place of endless joy.
Easter is a message of hope and it does change Everything.
So happy Easter everyone and more peace and joy with less stress to you all.
If there was ever a time we needed one another to do the right thing, it’s now. By keeping cyber connection and looking out for each other we can get through this better, stronger, more loving, gracious and thankful.
In this video I’m encouraging you to kill “somebody else”. I know!
Sorry about audio. It’s hard to hear on my MacBook but ok on my iPhone and iPad.